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that's right. back with chris. hopefully never breaking up again . <3 | | |
| So, I was with this guys for a few weeks.
Dumped him, because he was a huge douche to me, and liked to scream at me when I didn't do anything. Great fun.
& as you know, I'd been dating this other guy on and off since I was 13, until a little over a month ago. & i'm 16. So that's like, 2.5 years.
I feel so empty. It's not like I miss the person. I just miss having someone there. I miss being able to fall asleep with someone, wake up and text someone, just being wanted in general is always nice. I dunno. I just feel so nasty and unwanted. I'm not usually one of those girls who "needs" a boyfriend, but sometimes... it'd be nice. I just want someone who won't scream at me over nothing, who won't hate me every time something goes wrong, and who will just love me, for me. and not wanting me to change, or have to do things so he's happy with me.
why is it okay for me to work so fucking hard to get a guy to be with me, but it's too hard for them to pick up their phone once every 4 hours to text me back( when they aren't doing anything but sitting at home watching TV )
am I just that shitty I don't need to exist? | | |
| So,I'm open to new things. I've done anal. I don't fucking like it. At all. It was gentle. The guy was nice. It was fine. I just didn't like how it felt. now why the FUCK can't anyone understand that? Why the FUCK does every guy say they can do it better, when I know for a fact, IT FUCKING SUCKS.
I know some girls love it, and lucky them. Like, I want to enjoy it so bad. but, it doesn't feel good to me. & every boyfriend I've had has pretty much forced me into it. I now have this almost perfect guy, and this shit has to ruin it.
"can we try anal, baby?"
"NO, NO WE FUCKING CAN'T."
are there any other girls who don't like it? Or am i the only one? anyone else just fucking sick of being asked to do it? I know my vagina isn't loose, i mean, it hurts like a bitch the first few minutes of sex. WHY DO THEY WANT TIGHTER? I don't want to be fucked up the butt, so they just sneak it in there thinking I won't notice. But, when I go from fucking awesome sex to having it stuck up my shitter, i'm gonna fucking know, and i'm gonna be pissed. I turn around and push them the fuck off, get dressed, and won't talk to them. is that not pissed enough? why would you want more? the fuck is your problem? stupid douchebags.
do all guys just wanna buttfuck all the time? 'cause i don't fucking want to. i'll bring my dildo and shove it up their ass when they don't expect it. bet they'd looove that shit. right? ugh. | | |
| http://haleyskank.tumblr.com/ follow me? :O
License... got a 76. Only 6 points over the required 70.
So nervous. UGH.
Look high in my picture. I may post one later.
In other news, I fainted the other day. Not sure from what but I feel right on the concrete. Joyous.
I don't really have much of an update on my life right now considering it's horribly boring.
I'll try and have some entertainment before school starts.
I'll post a picture of my car too. :D | | |
|  So, my birthday was today! :D I had originally planned to go to Great America with the one friend I've made since being out here in California. But, that plan got ruined... D:I still had a bad ass birthday! The friend I was supposed to go with felt so bad, I got starbucks, ihop, 2 necklaces, and a 53" teddy bear from costco that i've been wanting forever. I about died with joy. OH! Weightloss update: I lost around 15 pounds, I know it doesn't seem like much, but it's something. Plus, i refuse to weigh myself every day. :O I'll definitely add pictures tomorrow when I get the chance of everything. So, see you then.Byez <3 | | |
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